Excitement and Stress

It's been boring from the past two weeks. I've been sick for like two weeks. It really sucks cause I'm leaving too and I really don't wanna be sick right now. I think it's more like stress rather than sickness. I'm getting sick cause I'm stressed out with everything.

Honestly though, I'm really excited more than anything else. I can't wait to be on Germany. I will should for joy when I get to my apartment there. Jump on the bed and hit Jens with a pillow.

Before anything else. I'm really excited to see Sabrina. Yay!!!!!!! She'll be in vancouver in less than 2 weeks...OMG then countdown really begins because we are flying back to Germany together. OMG OMG OMG OMG.......

Charice on David Foster and Friends

So Cheryl came back from Vegas and brought me a little gift from a very special person. The little person with a big voice a title that used to belong to Christina Aguilera but now belongs to Charice. The soon to be a "song bird of asia". Move over Regine Velasquez cause here comes Charice.

It seems like yesterday when Cheryl first showed me her video on youtube singing a Whitney Houston song. Eversince I hear about her everyday everytime I talk to Cheryl. She speaks of her like they just saw each other few hours ago which she did on webcam. They actually chat and talk and text and email and you name it....It seems a little unreal but it is.

Charice was part of the David Foster show in Vegas. Foster played the piano while Charice sang one of the most popular song from the movie "Dream Girls" called "And I'm Telling" by Jennifer Hudson. She did it so well that later on Foster played a medley songs from Whitney Houston. Michael Buble, Josh Groban, Brian McKnight, Andrea Bocelli, Babyface, Kenny G, and Peter Cetera was one of the many celebrities who performed at the Tribute to David Foster. It's a great honour that Charice became one of the performer to this big event.

Later on after the show, Cheryl and Charice got to hang out together, went shopping and dinner.

Cheryl brought me back a little gift from Charice. A little note for me which I requested from Cheryl so I can really believe that she was there. So she did.

Thanks Charice for the letter and wishes. I definitely hope to meet you one day, maybe in Europe when you go to your European tour. Whatever you'll become, don't ever forget where you came from and always carry your morals and beliefs. Try not to be like the rest of the celebrities who turned their back just because they made it big.

Good luck with everything and keep up the good work. Stay sweet.

Here's one of her performance from the show. Thanks to ScubaJoe12. Enjoy!

Cheryl is going to Vegas

I worked early today and took a nap when I got home. It was great, I needed it. I woke up and went to Cheryl's place. She is going to Vegas on Thursday with her Mom to see Charice live performing with Josh Groban. I have to drive her ass on Thursday so I asked her to get me a letter signed by Charice as a proof :).

So I went over to her place and spent like two hours plucking her hairy face. LOL. This girl's got eyebrows of a sasquatch. Yeah, I had to make it look glamorous and I also trimmed it. After that, I helped her put on her make up just to practice so that when she go to the concert, she'll look pretty.

Well, when she gets back....yupp, she better have the letter and my hoodie.

Have fun in Vegas Sas! What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas.. Oh and please, leave your hair in Vegas too.

COUNTDOWN BEGINS

It feels like summer is here. It's been warm and consistent. It makes me soo happy to see the sun everyday. Except I have to work. OH well. I know I will have more time to enjoy it really soon. After all, I will be going to Germany in the summer so I think it will be better there.

And so the countdown begins. A month and almost two weeks, yeeeehaaaaaa!!! I am getting more excited now than ever. I've learned to relax and just do the things I'm supposed to be doing and just enjoy it. Work, friends, whatever it is it'll be fun.

I haven't seen much of any of my close friends but I think it's just the beginning of being alone in a country where no one else but me. So I might as well get used to this cause I will be facing the same thing anyway.

Speaking of close friends, I will know who my real friends when I get there. For sure. I am not going to dwell on it anymore about who is gonna call or email or what not. Friends are friends and they will be there, otherwise they are not friends.

I've talked to some interesting people in Vancouver, made plans to see each other and I hope it happens. I hate it when people make plans with me and not do anything about it. Soo annoying! But it's ok, then I know if they are just there to waste my time.

One thing I am looking forward to is my party. Yeah!!!! I am not expecting a big party where all the people I invited will show up. It's never like that. You invite people and some will only show up. Either way, I will have a great time with those people that are there.

Lastly, is my show. That is exciting too. It's next week and after that, it is really the big final countdown. I have 25 bunnies to cross out and I can't wait to cross out the last one. Thanks to my hunny, he's very thoughtful like that.

Until I have more interesting and funny things to say. I know when I get to Germany, I will definitely have more things to write about. You name it, I will talk about it so stay tuned and you will get all the updates about Germany............CIAO!

Charice on Oprah

I just want to congratulate Charice Pempengco for making it to Oprah Show....She did a fabulous job and made all the nations proud. You go girl!

Go and watch her......!!!! Enjoy.

Random

My life hasn't been that interesting lately. I've been so busy with work trying to catch up with everything. boy oh boy.........lots of work before I leave Vancouver....that's for sure.

But I do have plans in the next few weeks and I'm looking forward to having fun.

Geez, this is boring really....I don't even have any funny stories anymore except I could blog about my conversations with James.

Oh wait, well if you guys haven't seen the news about the earthquake in China. Yeah that was tragic, I send them my condolences. Let's just hope that nothing like that will even happen here.

Until next time, something better will come along....

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to all the wonderful mothers out there, specially to my Mom.

I love you Mom

"A false friend is like a common stone that can be found anywhere."

This issue has been lingering in my head for a while and the more I ignore it, the more I think about it. So it's time for me to talk about it and just say what I feel.

I have this friend that I've known for more than 12 years. We've been best of friends since high school until last month. Our friendship has been through ups and downs just like every other relationships of any kind. Of course, we always rise above it and find a solution. The solutions wasn't always easy to find. A lot of hard work was involved. I feel that I had more work put in it than the other person did.

Since we met, we've spent so much time together hanging out, having sleep overs, movies, parties, clubs, walks, you name it, we've been through it all. Except sex of course. We even lived together. Through the years, there was more good things than bad. We shared so much memories together and those I will never forget.

The downfall on this is that, I always chase this person during hard times. I was always the one calling, apologizing, trying to make things work and I was always the one telling the truth. I feel and I know that I never lied. When I know something is wrong, I will just say it.

This person finally found a relationship after so many years of being single or just being with the wrong people. I guess I'm no longer needed cause now, they have each other.

I just don't get how a friendship can be ruined just because of a boyfriend or a girlfriend. It's so immature and it shows what kind of a person you really are. I truly believe that a friend will always be there but your other half wont. How can you throw everything away over someone else you just met over a week.

I am not writing this to talk bad about this person but rather to simply express my feelings.

I just feel that it's so careless, unjustified, naive, stupid, petty, unreasonable, unthinkable and cold.

But then again, I can never make someone do something they don't want to do.

Maybe one day this person will grow up and realized everything. If not, I guess this person is just braindead.

So, I wish this person all the best in life.

It's been nice knowing you Michelle Tabujara.

So not together right now.

I have been really busy with work from the past week. Lately when I have the time for myself, I've been thinking alot about my move. First my Internet, then my cell phone. It's so sad to lose a number you've had for a very long time. It's just a matter of time now until I'll be sitting in my room, in Germany blogging like this. I don't know.

I have so many mix-up feelings that I don't know how to express them all and I don't even know where to start. It's officially the count down. The closer it is to the day, the more I get nervous.

I went out for dinner with my close friends yesterday. I had a walk at the waterfront in Vancouver with James. It was very sad. It felt like I was saying goodbye to Vancouver and looking at the city for the last time. We were sitting at the end of Pan Pacific Hotel view dock looking over North Vancouver while talking about getting old and death.

It's so sad to think that you spend so many years taking care of yourself, making yourself look good in every way and in the end, we just die. It's so depressing.

Oh boy! So it was kind of an emotional night. No tears though which is good. I had fun but at the same time, I was thinking about my situation in Germany. That I will never have a time like I have with my friends in Vancouver in Germany ever again. Maybe not for a while.

Yikes. Ok so my brain is still not together. My thoughts are so scattered when I'm alone. I don't even know what to write anymore.

Exhausted

I have a month and a half left in Vancouver and I feel like a labrat in a cage that's been injected with so many different kinds of chemicals. I've been working like crazy and not just work work, even at home and on my own time. It's hard to relax cause I feel like I might forget something and at the same time I feel like I'm running out of time. Ugh, it's such a terrible feeling.

The gym is where I've been wanting to be and I can actually go there and relax, clear my mind and go home refreshed. At the same time, it helps to have hot people being around. hehe

I do spend so much time with Cheryl. I know! Cheryl and I have become best friends from the past few months. She's matured so fast and so much more mature than some people I know.

That's that.