Sex in the city

Friday afternoon, I just got home from work. I didn't know what to do or who to talk to. I couldn't even decide if I should eat something or not. So I turn to my only friend in Germany since day one. Sex in the City. Yes thats right. It's been there for me to make me laugh and cry. Whenever I was feeling sad, I just sit in the living alone and watch a season and everything is back to normal.

So I was watching Season 6, disc 3 on the last episode when Charlotte got married. It is the funniest episode so far. It is the most fucked up wedding but yet it's the best. How inspirational is that. Call me crazy and yes I have watching too much but you're crazy too if you can't relate to a life like that.

Anyway, I had a great laugh alone and it was a great time. hehehe....still laughing. You should go and watch it......!

I hate Tom Cruise

It's 8 o'clock in the morning and I'm talking to my friend on the phone. He tells me to go online to check out some guy. So I go online. Turns on the computer. Click on explorer and window opens. The first picture I see on a big ass box, fuckin' Tom Cruise. UGH! I hate Tom Cruise. He's so weird. Ugh, I just hate him......gaaaah and I don't wanna go through all the reasons cause theres too many....

3 days off and a wedding.

Anyway, enough with the emotional shit. I had 3 days off to think and I also had 3 days off to go out and do something for myself. I went shopping for the first time. It is the first time because I actually went inside the store and looked very hard to find something to try on. Like I said before, I live on Zeil the Robson street of Frankfurt. It's always busy there and the people who knows me knows that I hate walking in the crowd.

So, I have a wedding to go to in September. I don't exactly know what to wear but I have an idea. I have to match with Jens of course. I think it's gonna be challenging cause it's hard to find my size anywhere. I thought I got away from asian land in Vancouver but here the Germans are skinny too..:FUCK!!!!

So today is my last day off. I have to go back to the stores and look twice as hard. Right! heheheehe.....

Life goes on....

I've had three days to think about myself. Where I am, what I am doing and where I wanna be. When it comes to friends, they are family to me. Of course I miss everyone in Vancouver but I've also been reading emails, facebook and such; seems like everyone are all moving somewhere or going to other places at least. Life is really moving on for everyone. I guess knowing that my good friends are moving to a place I've never been makes me sad. Because the memories won't be there.

People are starting their lives now and that also makes me sad because that means we're getting older. Yeah, there's the magic word.

Maybe I'm scared to get old but aren't we all? I'm trying to deal with it and I think I'm doing a good job so far. Realizing and accepting it, it's alot of work. I can't just think that I can move on and others can't. I found my peace and I also found happiness for the people I love. I guess I was still holding on to something and I could't let it go. But now I have to.

I started a life here and now I must focus on it. Make it work and live it. Be happy and enjoy what life brings to me.

The Gay Party

I think I'm feeling alot better now. With the adjustments and all, I'm getting used to everything. I now have people to call as friends and to call on the phone. It's a good feeling. My phone is really ringing. I'm enjoying my job. I go out and see the city when I'm off work and do the normal relationship stuff.

I went to an all gay party yesterday. It's funny cause there were so many people in different groups. Some are glaring at each other as they pass by and some are just simply talking and drinking in a corner. Outside are the smokers of course and in the kitchen were the gay nerds. The living room was full of queens and couples making out on the couch. I was everywhere. The first thing I asked for was of course, the drinks. Where are the drinks. hehehe. So I headed to the bar and made my own. In a cupboard was full of alcohol. So many kinds I went nuts and mixed whatever. Heheheeheh. It was great. After the getting my drink, I went on and socialized.

Of course I had to talk to the party boi first. Meet his friends and then meet others. I met some of the people there but not all. I didn't wanna meet everyone if you know what I mean. The music was ok and no one wants to go on the computer and change it so I did. Someone's gotta do it. The first song I put was of course Britney Spears. Then eyes started rolling so I was like whatever I'll change it then. So I put on Bootylicious and everyone started dancing. Great this bitches don't like Britney but Beyonce. UGH I like her too.

So the party went on. Fifteen minutes later, I met almost everyone. Only the people I wanted to meet actually. I found my own group and stayed there and chat for a bit. I went around and tried to listen to conversations, well I was trying to understand what the were saying. As I went around, there seem to be a topic that everyone is talking about. The bitch in the red diesel tshirt. I looked around and tried to find the bitch in the red diesel tshirt. As I was walking towards the balcony the bitch walked by me and glared at me. I was like, what the fuck was that.

I ran to my group and quickly told them, I saw the bitch and he fuckin glared at me too. They all stopped talking and gave me all their attention as if the bitch glared at them too. Which he did. He pretty much glared at everyone. So one of the guy in my group said, well if hes wearing diesel so am I. I am wearing a Prada shoes and hes wearing what? Red flip flops...I was laughing my head off. heheheehehehe.

I noticed that night that most people were wearing diesel too. I was also wearing diesel. I told the boys, the bitch want a diesel fight? Lets do it.............

Two glasses of Jägermeister and redbull later, I was all smily and chatty. Even to the people I didn't like. I was all friendly and shit everyone was my friend. In the group that I was in, I was talking to this guy who wants to learn English so we were talking pretty much most of the night. I didn't mind it at all. I told him I wanna go to the washroom but there was no locks so I asked him to watch the door for me while I pee. So I did the same for him. While I was waiting a guy passed by. He asked, do u take credit card or cash only. I said cash only and only if you can afford me. He smiled and walked away. BITCH!

So I went back to the living room and mingled with the couples. I saw my friends and they told me to go and knock on the bathroom door. I was like why, they said well you need to go to the washroom. I thought,,...hmmm yeah I do so I'm like thanks. I knocked on the door but no answer. I tried opening it but it wouldn't open. So I kept on knocking and looked back at my friends. They were all giggling. I gave them a weird look and went back on trying to get the door to open. I saw a keyhole and decided to look inside. I looked and woah there! Guess what I saw, some bitches having sex. I could only see one person with his pants down and tshirt on. It was blue and I could only see his bum. I looked back to them again and now they're laughing. So I looked again hehehe. I went to the living room and said, OMG some people are having sex in the washroom.

I looked around and tried to figure out who it was. Of course I knew who it was. That's the end of that.

It's now 2am in the morning and people are starting to leave. The party is dying down and all was left are the nerds and the friends of the party boi. Few minutes later we left the party.

I wasn't drunk but I was buzzed. I woke up in the morning with a really bad headache. I was trying to go to the washroom but I couldn't even walk. So I decided to forget the pee and went back to bed.

My new life in Germany

I have been in Germany for 2 months almost. Will be in few days. Since I arrived in Germany, I was the only who's been calling and getting in touch with my friends back home through email, text message and phone. I think now I can say who really are my friends. I thought the distance will bring me closer to them in mind and thoughts but I was wrong. I am the only one who's thinking about them and I don't know if they are. Not even emails or whatever. I even try to make time and call them early morning here or late at night and it still feels like I'm trying too hard to be their friend.

I'm gonna stop and just focus on myself here in Germany and try to start my new life with new people and everything.

My "Now" in Deutschland

Today is my first day at my new store at work. My real store. I am now fully trained in German way, I think. So now I'm gonna go and be the boss at the other store. I'm so scared. I've been speaking shitty Deutsch and now I must really speak it. OMG!!!! I have been practising and I think it's getting better. People at my old work have been really supportive and great. I made their job so much more fun. LOL. So in the next two weeks, I am fucking closing every fucking day. SHIT! They just wait til I memorized everything hmmm. At the same time, it's been raining here. I think I brought the rainy weather from Vancouver except the rain is warm. Still, it ruins everything when you wanna go out. Thank gah, I only live a minute away from everything.

So lately, I really feel that I'm starting to settle in Frankfurt. It's starting to feel like I live here and it is my home. I know my way around without thinking about it. I now have my favorite ice cream shop and favorite clothing stores. One of the a must. I'm still looking for Olay products but it's nowhere. It's Europe and no Olay? BS....such BS! Now I have to test a different brand on my skin to see if I like it.

Also, I am now getting used to the river. Even though it smells like fart sometimes, it helps me relax and destress myself when I wanna be alone. It's summer here and I haven't seen anyone in their bathing suit while tanning. So sad. Apparently, Germans are not like that, I almost puked. I thought they get naked everywhere. They do wear speedo hahahaha.

At the same time, I'm also starting to have friends. My cell phone is ringing once again. Not as much as I want it to be but it's making some noise. Good enough for now. I'm also hanging out with people at work so they are becoming my friends now too. I met a really nice lesbian. She's soo cool and really protective of me. Loves her! Her sister is also a friend of mine. I met some nice people in the club. That's great too. My network is growing in Frankfurt already........oh yay!

Let's not forget home. Everything is great at home as well. We are getting along and it's been good. We understand each other better and now we have a better support for each other. We have plans and things are slowly moving into its place.

Live Porn through my Kitchen window

I was sitting in my kitchen on a Friday evening while Jens was cooking dinner. I was reading my Maxi magazine I got from work and talking to Jens at the same time. So I was reading and talking and I got up to open the window. As I look out of the window, I saw a couple in the bathroom making out.

I was like "oh my gah! Honey, there's naked people in the washroom".

I thought they were just taking a shower together but no. The guy started pulling his pants down and then the girl too.

"Honey, they are having sex!"

They both left their tops on. They started to make out hardcore and then ooops, I saw his penis. It was big hehe. The window is one of those glass that it's like frosted but you can still see things very clearly. And they clearly don't give a shit either. So I decided to keep on watching. Forget my Maxi for now when I can watch a live straight porn. Thank gah the girl is facing the other way that I can only see her back.

So the guy grabbed the girl and pushed her against the window and I could see the girls legs spread out. She had fat thighs but the guy was pretty strong. Then he puts it in and start pounding. OMG!!!! It was really a live porn.

So I said...OH MY GAH, he is fucking her!

Then Jens came running to the window and started watching. hehehe

So the guy started going at it like OMG and then I am guessing that the girl is probably screaming her heart out. He was very fast. OH MY LORD!

Then they moved to the wall so now I can see them sideways. This time he is carrying her. We were both speechless and just kept on watching. I was stunned. Jens was trying to cook and every now and then we look at each other and smile. HEHEHE

So Jens asked me how long it has been. I was like, almost 2 mins. Then they stopped.

I thought it was over cause they stopped moving and then the girl face the other way which is facing us...the window! oH MYLANTA! They are doing the doggy style...I screamed!!!!!!! Jens slapped me and I shut up without any complaint and we continued watching. I could see the girls face on the glass hahaahaha and I didnt even care if she sees us or not.

That was the last position. 3 in 2 minutes is not bad. Quicky. Then they put their clothes on and that was that.

After the show, we were both smiling as we eat our dinner together.

I miss Vancouver

I hope you all enjoyed the pictures. There's more to come. I'm too busy to post everything and it takes a long time for them to upload. So I have been working for 6 days and it was scary at first cause I was afraid to speak in German. Now I feel alot better talking except I don't understand everything just yet of course. Sometimes its frustrating cause I just want to understand all of it now but it's not easy. At the same time I don't have many friends and I'm glad the people at work are all so cool and fun just like over there.

Starbucks here is a bit different. They do things differently and sometimes I wonder if it's right. I guess it's too soon to even say anything but I will give it a month and then I'll start whipping them into shape. They are more laid back here and sometimes I feel like I'm working too hard. They do tell me to slow down though which is nice.

My personal life......hmmmm it's good but it could be better.

I think about Vancouver alot lately. I guess I miss it over there. I miss the beach, the ocean, the park, the mountain and the nice people. I miss the people who says hello when u go out and ask how you're doing. I miss all the phone calls I get everyday even from work. I miss my family and friends....I guess it's something I need to get used to for now.......

CSD Parade in Frankfurt

Here are the pictures from the CSD Parade in Frankfurt. It was very short compared to Vancouver parade. I think it was only 40 minutes. Not so fabulous, it was more political than anything. People are more about statements and beliefs rather than glamour and beauty.

Friends from all over the world

These are the pictures from my language school. They are my new found friends all over the world. From Spain, Mexico, Saudi Arabia, Belgium, France, Italy and America. Its Great!!!!!!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/jojo_172/sets/72157606578933017/

My goodbye party

Hello beautiful sons of bitches and bitches!!!!!!!!!! Here are the pictures from my party in Vancouver. So go check yourself out....Enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you all!!!!!!!!!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/jojo_172/sets/72157606578101653/

Me, Myself and the Germans

Finally, I have internet again after a month of waiting. You think that Germans are ahead with their technology but I guess not. They are pretty slow with connections, they are so precise that it takes them weeks and weeks to finalized things. It's kinda good but bad at the same time. Well I waited long enough so now I can finally post all the pictures I took with all of you from Vancouver.

These two pictures are pictures of my flat. I live on the 3rd floor and there is a front view and the street view of my flat.

This is my street, actually it's more like an alley. There is 2 restaurant and they are so busy all night until 2am. It's so loud everynight specially the weekend that I got so used to it, the noise doesn't even bother me anymore. The first picture is during the daytime and at night it's packed like a club except it's outside.

This is our Robson street in Frankfurt. It's 2 minutes away from my flat. It's called Zeil, just Zeil.








This is the left side of Zeilt

and this is the right side.

So this is where I live. This is it for now. I didn't realized how much work I have to do just to post a freakin blog. OMG!!!! That took me so long to post....F****!!! Until next time. Tschüsss!!!!!