Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Life goes on....

I've had three days to think about myself. Where I am, what I am doing and where I wanna be. When it comes to friends, they are family to me. Of course I miss everyone in Vancouver but I've also been reading emails, facebook and such; seems like everyone are all moving somewhere or going to other places at least. Life is really moving on for everyone. I guess knowing that my good friends are moving to a place I've never been makes me sad. Because the memories won't be there.

People are starting their lives now and that also makes me sad because that means we're getting older. Yeah, there's the magic word.

Maybe I'm scared to get old but aren't we all? I'm trying to deal with it and I think I'm doing a good job so far. Realizing and accepting it, it's alot of work. I can't just think that I can move on and others can't. I found my peace and I also found happiness for the people I love. I guess I was still holding on to something and I could't let it go. But now I have to.

I started a life here and now I must focus on it. Make it work and live it. Be happy and enjoy what life brings to me.

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