Stress or Paranoia?

I've been really paranoid about everything lately. I get hurt or sick and it becomes a big deal even though it's not. I think about why I'm feeling this way but I can't seem to figure out why. I know I'm kinda stressed out about the whole moving thing. It's a big step, big change and new start of everything all over again. I am more excited than anything but of course, you can't help but think about the bad things sometimes which I do lately cause I have too much time to think. When I have too much time for myself, I spend it on thinking and analyzing everything that I am going through. It is bad but it's also good because sometimes I forget things and when I think about everything over and over again, it helps me remember everything. I'm not a big writer. I don't write down my schedule. I bought so many planners in many different styles and colors but I ended up not using them. Now I have the Ipod Touch and so far I'm using it. It's probably because it's got everything else that I need.

On my last two months in Vancouver, I will try to occupy my time with things to do. I always plan to call people I haven't seen or talked to for a while but I never do. It kinda feels awkward calling someone who you haven't talked to for a long time you know. Like what am I gonna say, oh hey...................then awkward moment comes. Oh lordy.

Also, lately everything seems to stress me out. Even sleeping at night now since I got a bug bite. I keep waking up at night thinking that there is a bug crawling on my face or on me. I keep looking at the time to check if I'm late for work. OMG. WTF is this shit....